Things haven't been going on smoothly. Guess 2011 wasn't amazing like i first thought. The best thing that were mine was gone.
Down like it should had been from the start. Sometimes you wonder why bother to start when you know its ending ? I guess i made a mess out of it. Then you realize cherishing it wasn't the best, nor was it loving it ,or giving it your best shot , it just wasn't enough.
You realize that you fell for this guy , but he didn't fell for you. He just made use of your feelings. And when you fell right for it , he left you. Just when you thought you could rely on him.
All the promises you guys made were fake, that were just white lies to cover all the actions he was going to do next to hurt you. After month and months then you realize, oh fuck i got punked. That's also when you realize everything its too late, you gave out your best shot . And now you're at the weakest moment, where you are getting stabbed repeatedly in your heart.
Too late , too much was given out. It was true when everyone was objecting it , but it wasn't true that you're a substitute. Cause if you're,I definitely wouldn't be giving my best shot.
Politics everywhere you go, things you heard bout yourself from the hypocrites . Horrible things you thought that could happen only in drama , always happen. Dramatic .
I guess its time for me to say goodbye . Goodbye to you , nothing changed my love for you during the process. Just that you choose to let go at the best time, perhaps the worst time.
I love you , just that you don't.
XOXO , Goodnight
