Dear Diary,
Humans are naturally vulnerable , ain't they ? The more you look deeper into it. The more you'd realize it. Sometimes its not about how much you love the person anymore, or neither is it how much you cared for the person. Cause most the time , it's left unappreciated. Either they think you're too nosy for caring too much , or they feel suffocated under your love.
So why do human still care for their love one ? Cause they never gave up on the person they love, the person they love just gave up on themselves.
My body is malfunctioning now , my body clock is going haywire. I haven't wrote in days , not because i don't bother to update. Its because i had been out most of the times till wee hour. Perhaps, I should really get a full body check up soon, coughing out blood and having nose bleed doesn't seems very assuring to me that i'll be fine. Although Sometimes i scare myself, another year has gone and soon it will be my turn. I lost this person years ago, i don't really want to lose this person anymore. But the more i care, the deeper i went. The more scared i am, the more i am afraid to face it. Maybe i just needed his attention that's all.
And i never felt so blessed to have my best friend with me all this time. When i went to club, he was worried sick that I'd be unable to send myself home. When my head spins and i start to blabber nonsense , he don't mind. He just listen and just want to make sure i'm fine. Thank you for being here, you'll watch my back and i'll watch yours. I never fail to make him worried when i drink , knowing that i'll end up hurting myself more. I love you my dearest BFF, xoxo
Celebrated two of my best man birthday last week. I hope they had a blast, because i went through alot of effort just to make it happen. Good friends doesn't come short nor easy, it takes years to build one that you know will never go down the drain. Alright i should get going , going head out to cool myself down. I feel like crying after yesterday. But then i'm gonna control. I can't lose my self at this point of time.
And to people who're much concern about my results, Don't worry. I scored pretty well ( that's from my perspective ) and i got into something that i have also dream of . This show dreams come true, only when you work fucking hard to get to it. Ciao diary, I'll paste photos up tomorrow on you. XOXO P/s : If you want to watch rango, please don't . Its the most horrible movie i ever watch.
Humans are naturally vulnerable , ain't they ? The more you look deeper into it. The more you'd realize it. Sometimes its not about how much you love the person anymore, or neither is it how much you cared for the person. Cause most the time , it's left unappreciated. Either they think you're too nosy for caring too much , or they feel suffocated under your love.
So why do human still care for their love one ? Cause they never gave up on the person they love, the person they love just gave up on themselves.
My body is malfunctioning now , my body clock is going haywire. I haven't wrote in days , not because i don't bother to update. Its because i had been out most of the times till wee hour. Perhaps, I should really get a full body check up soon, coughing out blood and having nose bleed doesn't seems very assuring to me that i'll be fine. Although Sometimes i scare myself, another year has gone and soon it will be my turn. I lost this person years ago, i don't really want to lose this person anymore. But the more i care, the deeper i went. The more scared i am, the more i am afraid to face it. Maybe i just needed his attention that's all.
And i never felt so blessed to have my best friend with me all this time. When i went to club, he was worried sick that I'd be unable to send myself home. When my head spins and i start to blabber nonsense , he don't mind. He just listen and just want to make sure i'm fine. Thank you for being here, you'll watch my back and i'll watch yours. I never fail to make him worried when i drink , knowing that i'll end up hurting myself more. I love you my dearest BFF, xoxo
Celebrated two of my best man birthday last week. I hope they had a blast, because i went through alot of effort just to make it happen. Good friends doesn't come short nor easy, it takes years to build one that you know will never go down the drain. Alright i should get going , going head out to cool myself down. I feel like crying after yesterday. But then i'm gonna control. I can't lose my self at this point of time.
And to people who're much concern about my results, Don't worry. I scored pretty well ( that's from my perspective ) and i got into something that i have also dream of . This show dreams come true, only when you work fucking hard to get to it. Ciao diary, I'll paste photos up tomorrow on you. XOXO P/s : If you want to watch rango, please don't . Its the most horrible movie i ever watch.
