I'm quite certain that june isn't really the best month for me. Neither that i keep losing things or things doesn't go smoothly.
And I'm so upset with myself for yesterday, that i slept super early. Ignoring calls , ignoring messages. I wish history won't itself again, and certainly i won't let it to repeat itself again. Like my dad said, take this as an experience and learn from it.
Nothing good comes easy, he kept on repeating this to my last night. Afraid that i would take my life because of the failure. I'm very thankful i have very understanding parents. Which is more than what people could ask for.
Sadly, my another laptop has just crashed (again). Hence, I don't have any photos on this laptop. Damn im fuming mad , i'm so gonna get a macbook @ the IT fair come. Even mommy, supports that idea.
I hate june, please july, be a better month for me okay?
Ya know, i think that a relationship on facebook don't really meant much( to me ). Its just a virtual networking website . what still matters is in real life, are you really "in a relationship" with that particular person. Sometimes i would frown when i see people "in a complicated relationship " if you really are in a complicated r/s, why the fuck would you wanna tell others bout it? You want the third party or the factors that caused you guys to be complicated to be gloating bout it ?
Of course, there are times where i see real nice couples "in a relationship" , and i'm happy for them because they're proud to be together. Some "in a relationship" status, but no link to whoever they're with. (Which prolly due to factors like , dont want parents or family on their fb to know; people who know them in real life would prolly know who they're with).
So, When i changed my relationship engaged" , most of the people in my life for that moment , disappeared. To me its kinda funny, because they dont even bother to find out the truth before disappearing. Which is quite sad for them , and a win situation for me. Because i found out their true colors. Disappointing though, but its okay.
On a contrary , my close girlfriends never even bother to mention or bother to ask bout it. Because they know if i'm really with that person, and to the extend of engaged they'd know i'd tell them. So they just brush the whole thing off. Which is why i'm proud to say, they're really understanding and confident. Which is a good thing because i don't have to explain myself all over again.
And honestly, some people put "in a open relationship" on fb, which really caught me staring at the person they're in a open relationship with. Do they really understand the status meaning or is it because they don't give a fuck ?
Wikipedia term of open relationship
An open relationship is a relationship in which the people involved agree that they want to be together, but in which romantic or sexual relationships with additional people are accepted, permitted or tolerated. To large degree this is a generalization of the concept of open marriage beyond matrimonial relationships.
Still, i need to agree to a certain extend that facebook status is something quite significant to people. People judge you by the r/s status. Different views on you. For example when i got engaged on fb, people asked me " Why do other guys still post on your fb , with love love, and those stuffs " . so i replied, " make your own conclusion ", to people i care bout, they don't bother asking such stupid questions.
To most guys i know, when i ask them how significant is a facebook relationship status can meant to them. They did replied " fucking alot ". Why isit alot ? Its because when they're "in a relationship" on facebook, most girls shun them. and most importantly ' THEY DONT GET TO FLIRT MUCH ' hahahahahahha. however, i would also tell them that girls put "in a relationship" with them, is also kinda of like giving them(the guys) a status.
they would say "huh?". Girls when they put "single" on facebook, of course guys would approach them, talk to them, flirt with them. Get their number, ask them out, those stuffs. But, when they changed into "in a relationship " with the guy, they lose the market share of guys that wants them.So, whats the conclusion ? You tell me.
Okay, im getting so crappy. maybe because my laptop is still not restoring to "its fucking earlier point of time".
Btw, i wish all the father out there a
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
am going to prepare and head out to celebrate father's day soon . hehe, thats because im famished =P
till then, xoxo.
