Dear diary,
I guess most of the things don't work out the way we usually want them to be. Sometimes we shouldn't make a scene, we should leave with a least some dignity . Making a scene doesn't prove you're stronger, it just prove we are sore losers.
Don't worry, i ain't fussing about it. It already wasted part of my youth on it. Why fuss bout small stuffs when i can look at the bigger picture ?
Honestly, i think its really stupid to let a relationship take over control of your entire life. No , i'm not saying this because i'm single. Its because Relationship isn't bout taking over control of the one you're with . Its bout growing up together,and clearly not taking over control. If you really love this person, you'd build the future with them. Not just by saying, not only proving, but making it happen.
I can't imagine myself into another brutal obsessive relationship.
After an obsessive relationship, i swear that before i go into a relationship again. I'd make sure the rule are set. & definitely mutual agreement is made. It really scary, where someone calls you every 1 hour checking where you went and calls your friend phone or facebook message her to ask her where i went with her.
It's purely crazy, concerning has to an extend y'know. Especially when "break-up" are used like as if it was a meal or a daily thing to do. "breaking-up" every single day would definitely takes a troll out of the entire relationship . & you don't go begging the person to come over , because you broke-up with her cause you are so love with her.
Seriously , if you're in love with her, you won't be using this two killer words "break-up" , you could use these three words instead " work-it-out".
Perhaps, i might be wrong. But i'm quite clear on thoughts, though i'm sipping my wine on my sunday early afternoon.
Attended IRIR event last night @Sentosa last night. Damn, 9 course meal turns out to be vegetarian meals. ( i used to be a vegetarian for health purposes , so it wasn't really hard ) . But my b girl was complaining throughout that she's depriving of meat, she's a carnivore.
Uh... I think the food wasn't exactly awful. But some tasted super weird, like lychee that's spicy ? ( *frowns* ) But only one dish tasted awesome , which was vegetarian ngho hian ( with sweet potato and some funny salad ). The Indian food tasted damn weird.... And when i think of the taste, i swear i'm not gonna touch anything that looks like that again.
Their cheese, taste like toufu. HMMMM, i think i'm better off as a carnivore *giggles*
Alright, gotta head out. Can't afford to be whiny like a bitch over stuffs.
What to do? " If life gives you lemon, you make lemonade "
XOXO
