How does heaven looks like ? I wonder do aliens ever asked each other " Do you believe in humans? "
Heh heh
I think i felt so close to heaven days ago. For some nosey parker, yes i just discharge from the hospital. For people who cared and had been pouring in their concerns and spamming me with love. Thank you guys. Never felt so horrible that i had to rush to Emergency Department. Nasty place, no joke.
But yes , I'm better now. Not fully recovered, body is still as weak as ever. But I'm like down with a horrible running nose & sore throat. At least the conditions are not so bad to make me end up in hospital again! * twist fingers*
Mom is so scared i didn't get to enjoy my life enough after the discharge, she actually persuade me to hit clubs today. & Asked if i need accompany, she'll head to clubs with me if i want & Added in behind, any day that i want to hit club just tell her. Apparently she thinks i completely over-exert myself after the break-up. Love her so much, x
No, i didn't commit suicide that i ended up in hospital. So don't worry, i won't be foolish enough on attempting suicide for anyone. Wasting my life on some guys that i'm not gonna look at for the rest of life after the break-up ? Nah, it just make me go *yawns*
Though i have to say, the break up was abrupt. Didn't expect things to turn out this way when things were so great in the beginning. I think its true, the beginning are always the sweetest , the most memorable one.
When i meant the beginning i wasn't fully referring to the " Together honeymoon period " I meant the chasing part. Where the guy tried all the mighty best to prove to the girl his seriousness and the girl appreciating the glam the guy is giving . Ha, so short-lived. And its just honestly so short-live happiness. Once you guys get together, you guys went through the so called "Honeymoon period" of months and months of infatuation and getting to know each other.
Then after a year, things start changing. Shan once said " Its not the people who changed in the end, its their feelings" . So true . Still part of me want to believe that some people with their true feelings won't change. Cause i actually seen people whose feeling never changed. & I'm so proud of them. Sticking to their choices , sticking to their roots. Never tried to be uproot by anyone.
*tears of joy* But i guess i'm not lucky, i don't get to meet them quite often. I always meet the bad boys, the heart-breakers. Touche huh? But yehhh, unfortunately.
I have so much to write on, so little to add on. The ironic.
Things are on the rock lately. So bad, i thought i could put my faith on him. What an irony that his name is faith too. Sigh, never trust, never trust.
Okay gotta burn some midnight oil w bby . Meeting Thamtham tomorrow *inserts hearts*
xoxo
