Let's do it all over again.
Or perhaps I'm never meant to it.
i tried to be.
But still isn't meant to be.
How nice was it to have someone who accepts your flaws.
Accept who you were, who you am.
Accepts how fucked up you're
Accepts you for the good and bad.
Oh wait, perhaps they're just fictional.
We use a lifetime searching for someone who does that.
Someone who gives u surprises every little now and then.
Someone whose so scared of losing you every second.
Someone who wants dedicated the rest of their life to loving you.
But can love feed you full?
Can love last forever and always?
Sometimes I wish they do, I really do.
Then i realize how foolish am I to have that thought.
How naive.
Love...... whoosh, its gone.
Just like that..
So hard to take the truth, so little time for absorption
Then you think over and over again,
What went wrong? What went wrong all this while.
Perhaps nothing was ever wrong...
Perhaps all is wrong.
Right place, wrong time or wrong place, right time?
Ah, the irony.
Perhaps it's true, I'm the craziest bitch around.
Perhaps the nastiest, the most awful looking woman around.
Well, perhaps I should just enclose myself in a room and not affect anyone, I'm really dreadful to be around.
I feel like I'm surrounded by judgmental people,wait... IM JUDGMENTAL TOO. How interesting
Every little actions I do, seemly deemed as crazy/retarded.
Truth is, I'm fucking crazy. I'm so fucking insane that dying doesn't seem like it was hard...
If I tried to be gentle, tried to be normal. Tried to blend in, people call me fake, slut.
When i tried to myself, the crazy me..... I'm deemed as a psychopathic, deem as fucking crazy.
Tell me, what the fuck am i supposed to be?
Seriously, fuck it. This is who the fuck I'm.
Perhaps everyone's right, I'm destined to be a loner.
It's okay, It's not like its the first...
But why? .......
Just when i thought everything was okay... everything was perfect.
Thank god for that few minutes of perfection.
It's true, who the fuck would love someone for who they're.
Absurd fucking bullshit.
