Dear diary ,
I was never a huge fan of karma but as I grew up I realise it actually happens to everyone . ' there are no innocent parties , just different degree of guilt '
Well perhaps all I could say I feel guilty. Truth is , I feel so remorseful wishing I could take away the hurt I've caused my friend. Yet I could only relate to the feeling until I felt it. The sad part was, I felt it a little too late. It's when karma has taken place, and hit it hard in my face.
I think it's a little too late now, it's like I'm being a hypocrite. Sometimes it still taunts me that I actually hurt someone who were once a good friend to me. Sigh, it's all over. At least it didn't lasted long enough to be a tragedy.
Anyway , I'm really blessed now. I mean how amazing is it that my
Man is both my best friend and my amazing lover ? He always put his pride down and says sorry... Just to end a argument with me. Finally someone who I feel comfortable and homey to, Someone who all my friends and parents thinks it a good thing that I'm together with him.
And not to mention he plays NEOPETS with me. I mean ... How many guys actually willing to create an account just to play with you? Mostly people just heck it. HAHAHHA OKAY SHIT ... I don't want to praise him further, afraid that people out there reading this might snatch him away :P
Okay ciao, gotta hear my amazing boy reading me bed time story. x
