Remembered when I asked you if you'd care if I went missing? You said yes...

I was happy for a min but I realize maybe its because I have always been here waiting unknowingly. And I dont want to be your second plan anymore. For once I wished you'd do as much you've done for her, for me..

But then because I didn't worth that much effort. Or Maybe its time to pack and leave, before I lose myself again. . To something I don't dare to call mine at all.