Those days where i innocently believe pure love existence has gone .
Those days where i believe whatever i sow , i'd reap.
It's okay because those days taught me to be stronger .
This year, though i lose someone who i thought i'd walk down the aisle with is gone.
I still think this year is rather spend fruitfully.
Therefore this post is dedicate to people who makes my year rather memorable and meaningful.
First , Shawn.
I don't remember mentioning his name here, as i want to be rather discreet and not drag him into any affairs.
Thankfully for him, he dump me. So therefore he would not be dragged into any affairs. But that's not the main point i wanna focus . Thank you Shawn thank you for 8 months worth of love, 8 months worth of tears gone in a day. All the effort you had put in this r/s , i know gradually you gotten tired of everything and left me. But thank you for trying, you're always everywhere around me when i needed you, but when you needed me. I was rarely there to give you the rapport you need. Thank you for everything, sincerely. I'm happy you found your other half, like so quick. But still, I'm happy for you. Because if you truly love someone, watching them in blissful happiness makes you happy too.
Secondly, Shan
Thank you shan, for all of the arguments and quarrels we had . I'm thankful we always make it through and emerge stronger than ever. Sometimes we say really awful stuffs , but I'm glad we don't really mean it & we forget all those hurtful words quickly. Thank you for standing by these 13 years. Thank you for accepting me for I'm, not judging my actions quickly, and still loving me as your sister. I'm so glad after everything, we're always as strong as glue. I love you, forever and always,x
Thirdly, Desiree
Thank you desiree, for the warmth you and your mom gave me when i needed it. Thank you for always meeting me even when most of our meeting are rather impromptu. Thank you for watching my back when trouble arise, caring for me. Knowing exactly when i'm feeling down. Thank you for loving me like your sister, love you sister xo
4th : Charmaine , Syafiqah , Jacelyn
Although its a little late to be this close after 3 years of knowing each other, i'm really glad we are as strong as brick now. Thank you for taking care of me in school. I'm really grateful after 3 years, we are still friends and still hang out as often .
Charmaine, thank you for always looking out for me. Having me over at your bf aunty place, etc.Thank you, you make me feel so glad i didn't dropped out of school. Thank you for letting me fit in
Syafiqah, thank you for always caring for me. Messaging me whenever you know i'm down, comforting me. Always looking out for me. Though we might live super far away, i think it's the effort we put into our friendship that counts.
Jacelyn, thank you for teaching me new bus route, since i always drive to school. Thank you for being nice to me. I really appreciate it, especially you giving me your bottle of water to drink , knowing i'm dehydrated due to diarrhea.
Last but not least, my mom and dad ( i didn't put 'em in first place , because she knows how thankful i'm to her , as i tell her every single day )
Thank you mom, thank you for giving me the best of all worlds. Thank you for always being so savvy so awesome. Thank you for hugging and crying with me when shawn dump me, thank you for never judging all the shit things i've done. Thank you for loving me, and providing the best for me. You're my hero, forever my hero. Thank you for waking up early to prepare breakfast for me, knowing i can't wake up in time. Thank you for sending me to sch, when i'm sick and can't drive. Thank you for all the little things you've done for me , but never told me until i found out myself. I love you more than words can say.
Daddy , thank you for showing your love for me in different ways. Although you're not the most affectionate person, you try your best to portray the gentle side of you to me. Sometimes doing things and getting me all those things i wanted without me asking for me. Thank you..... And i appreciate your effort. Thank you for protecting mommy and me , xoxo.
