Am currently as school now, trying very hard to stay awake. Honestly, i think i need at least 3 redbull to keep me awake and attentive. & To make things even worst, the weather is groaning and moaning. I think I'm gonna be stuck in school for quite awhile.
Damn, can't they rain like during the night or something? At least i won't be complaining. I'm actually having my favorite topic : Programming now. However, this teacher is really plain boring. And when i said plain boring, i wasn't trying to be hurtful to the teacher. But somehow i think she can shorten her hardcore lecture and let us do some practical. Because her lecture are simply copy and paste.
Plus it would be really helpful to all of us if she would mind cutting bullshit talk since yesterday. She simply wasn't even helpful in helping us to check our work. And doesn't explain clearly what the message she wanted to interpret. We all had to ask at least 5 times and decode those words to hand in our assignment with all the requirement.
Well, at least i'm not getting back that another horrible teacher. I have at least 1 favorite teacher this semester.
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God, i hate to blog from my iphone EVER again. My post always get lost during the transmission somewhere, somehow. How annoying. Thank god i'm back home and with my trust able laptop ( Hopefully *cross fingers* ) to re-edit the post.
Almost every night, i have been bugging wx to play msn game with me. Super addictive i swear, i think cause I'm someone who likes challenging games. Somehow , i pity wx who is bugged by me every single night to play at least one match with me. I love playing with him , not because i would win him all the time. Its because most of the time i would be defeated, and it drives me mad. So i kept practicing that stupid game just to win him. HAHAHAHAH how hardworking i could be just to win a damn game. I think he doesn't really mind cause in 5 years , i occasionally bug him to play a game with me. *grins * ( P/s : We exchange loads of colorful language throughout the game, never fail to curse each other and never fail to make me laugh )
A : Do you love him ?
B : Yes, of course i do , if not why would we ever be together!
A : Then why did you let him go ?
B : That's because i love him too much , and realize that his happiness was bout me letting him go, so i did.
A : Then what bout all the sacrifices you have made throughout? Doesn't it matters to you ?
B : If all i think is bout the sacrifices i have made, then I'm selfish. Because he made loads of sacrifices to be with me , and i know i have tried my best to make things happen and in the end i realize he wasn't meant at all to be mine. He was meant to be set free.
I think i'm touching on the topic people like to know bout. My current love life ? Its so screwed up. I wish i haven't tried to make things happen, i really think i'm just good at making things worst. Sometimes it doesn't matter how long you have know the person, it just matter of do you guys really love each other. "Love" the word so easy to be said, so hard to be shown, so complicated.
i didn't have time to compile my brother wedding's wedding yet. would be compiling this weekend.
I think i have been a real good girl and stayed home the entire week last week. No parties, no booze. I feel so different somehow. Today wednesday, and i have at least 5 people asking me to party tonight. I think i need to abide to my rule of no parties during weekday of school. Alright i better get off soon. I'm feeling so lethargic .
till then, xoxo
