Dear diary ,
Perhaps all I need is a long vacation. So many things had been happening in my life. I'm traumatized by most of the happening. Worst, I know the situation is deteriorating. What can I do? Expose the bare truth, or how naked the situation has turn to?
I have so much things to say, so little time left. All I could say right now is " Sincerely wish that whatever you're doing, whoever you're with, you are happy". It's late , but at least I am giving blessing before I lose a chance to.
Sometimes things are better left untold and unfold. No good things will be found when the truth is reveal. ' All good things come to an end. Mostly an abrupt end ' perhaps just leave things are the bad end.
Side effects of medicine is screwed up. All medication had to be stopped at once. This is ridiculous, the situation is out of hand. Seriously, Screw the doctor . & I miss everything , I'm getting so detached from the society. Medicine and clinic seems to be my next bestfriend. Bed seems to be the only thing I'm relying on most of the time. I had this, I had this stupid screwed up position.
Everything I Once knew, has change. I need a fresh start, I need to break this chains that blinds me. I'm getting depression soon.
( P/s : thank you for constant bedtime stories everynight to make me feel better. You're not aware how thankful and fortunate i feel )
Goodnight, the world is calling me to end. Ciao, xoxo
