Been really down, or rather weak these days. But yeah this sickness is not going to get me down. In fact, it makes me feel like rebelling against my body. I need to stop whining bout myself anyway.
Rather than contemplating about how life is miserable. Why not make a big difference yourself?
There was this saying for girls
" There's no ugly girls, just lazy girls "
This was actually describing that if you're lazy and don't bother to make yourself look good. Don't complain that you're ugly. You're just purely lazy to doll yourself up.
To me , my saying or rather my motto is
" There's no poor man, just lazy man "
To me, personally , i feel that if you really wanna succeed in life, don't just rely on your old man money ( referring to your daddy, or maybe your mommy ). Strive out a career for yourself. Take up self-improvement books, attend some financial courses. Embark on your own career, even if it fails it just prove that you have the guts to try it out. And best, you learn a good lesson from it.
Some experience have to be bought by the hard way. So yeah, failing doesn't mean you're bound to fail every other time you try again.
Some people take 10 times of chances, and get none in the end. But those people gain something in return, that's "experience".
I won't say i have a lot of experience, but i have my fair share of experience throughout my years. I learn many philosophy and created some for my own.
This holiday, not only am i keen to finish my project. ( whats left undone to be done ) I'm keen on learning new courses to self improve myself further.

I think everyone should take up some self-improvement books. After reading it, feel great about yourself (=
(p/s : if you're debating or pondering my r.s in facebook is real or not. Ask me yourself. don't fucking make your own delusional conclusions )
Till then, xoxo.