Dear diary,
My mind is mentally tired, but my eyes ain't closing. Tears just keep falling out. I wish i know how to cure myself, how to heal myself this time round.
I need to be strong, i need to overcome. I shouldn't let this setback affects me. But yea i gotta admit, he played the game real good. This is why i learnt i should never participate from the start.
I wasn't prepare to sleep with a pillow soak with tears. I wasn't prepare for this.
Then i realize its was a totally scam, setup to make me fall, hurt and leave.
I make it clear, i thought i make myself so clear.
Too bare, too vulnerable.
this wasn't things suppose to be,
But i guess i need to tell you.
If you're decided to play this game with me,
I'm gonna make sure i'll return you double of what you have hurt me.
Just remember, you started this.
p.s i wish r wasn't in camp, so i had a shoulder to lean on. i'm regretting. life is so filled with regrets huh?
