" Those sacrifices, those tears. Is it really worth it? "
Dear Diary,
I guess i have to admit , last weekend was one of the sweetest weekend i had this year. Since i had a few really horrible Saturday/Sunday this year. Although it was like a plain day, with the usual routine of stuffs done.
Something magical happen. I won't say its magic, it feels more like a gift to me. & Yes i think i'd cherish this gift as long as it last. Sometimes, i realize humans like attention, whoever can give us the attention we'd follow who. Realistic, but this the truth.
Its like " If you can't cherish it, someone else better will cherish it" . Yes, like relationship. If you didn't grab and keep your relationship well, someone else better will come along and your relationship will be ruin. No, you don't blame just her/him to let it be ruin. Because you actually played a important part of letting it happen.
I used to like this guy who was my best friend, lets just call him A . I really liked him, but gradually i felt that when he says " i love you ", he doesn't really meant it. Little things like a date with me, he'd forget and went to hang out with his friends. Somehow i wish he'd mention the date and feels a little guilty, but he didn't.
It felt like i was the only one anticipating for the date, and the gullibility in me believes he care. Like sometimes compromises must be made, but i guess it never really happen between us. We can go about ignoring each other. Is this how a relationship suppose to be ? Well, i guess i left on my record. Too scared to be hurt, and quite devastated to know its by the person i trust .
& Then , came another different story. One of my best friend, lets just call him B. I felt like i known him for the rest of my life. I don't really think i'd declare how long i've known him for. Its really long. But its classified information *grins*
B, were always here for me. Each time i fall for someone, he'd nag and nag and make sure i have made my choices clear. & Always warn me about the consequences it might have lead to. In fact, he don't judge me the way others do. Whatever i have done wrong , he'd forgive and forget. We had never held a grudge pass an hour. ( exceptional : only recently we had a huge fight over a woman * TSK* ) .
When i cried, B would always make hush me like a kid. Yes I'm very pampered by him. Well, his like my big brother. Always looking out for me , like how i would always look out for him :')
We would have got together, but i guess we felt that a friendship holds a bigger meaning to us than a relationship. & Both of us can't afford to lose each other. Even when i used to date him , and the following day i started to start afresh and date someone new.
He would never get pissed with me , he'd be there like he always had been. Never have he avoided me or neglected me when he dates another girl, or when i had a new guy. I guess this shows how strong a friendship can be. It really ironic when i tell people we love each other and can't never be apart. HAHAHHA, but he'll always be my bff , i know even if the world ends our friendship would never end.
Now its weird, i lose A as a friend. Weird right? I think i learn my lessons never to assume that dating your best friend is a good thing. & Yeah, I guess I'm speechless.
Sometimes in fact i guess its the worst thing in the world. Knowing least,sometimes its the best policy. Too much of information you know, doesn't seems to favor you in anyway.
Went to Avatar with mummie and boy. It was quite boring, i guess the music doesn't really suits us. My mummie was yawning after 30 mins at our table. *groans*
& Its because of me, both of them went. Boy didn't want me to be taken advantage of, Mummie wants to club with me . So yea, both of them went. I think to most people its really weird for their mum to club with their friends. But i find it extremely normal in my family, since i club with my sister in law too.
The girls are Avatar is total different story, some of them are pretty hot. ( From what they wore ) Some are really good dancers , i had a funny dance battle with one of them. But its really funny, and most of them are really sociable.
But you need to expect the crowd there are mostly the chill and relax crowd. The dancefloor is really small , and is never crowded. In fact, boy and i feels that its really empty.
There would be a rapper half way through the music, which me and boy find that it tune us off. I really think the dj would really improve his music by uploading newer songs. Since i think, im really specific about good songs and songs that make the crowd hype up, Avatar is definitely not the club i'd go for good music.
Perhaps for the girls, or perhaps for an environment of a chilling, i'd consider avatar. Music is definitely not any of the choices i'd go back for.
My mom whispered to me at least 2 times that Zouk was much better. Btw, the drinks there are rather bad. I didn't really appreciate the lychee martini compared to the one at Zirca. I think lychee martini at Avatar was really sweet. Mixer for a orange vodka was even worse. The only drink i felt that better is lime vodka.
My mom honestly didn't finish her drinks . Champagne wasn't really what i expected. The only thing i thinkwas quite comforting was our jug of red-bull vodka. ( since its a drink that will never go wrong ). Boy and i couldn't stand the awful drinks , so we ordered a jug. Hahaha , my mom was complaining she is derived of beer when she saw our jug.
I think my mom would prefer butter anytime. hahaha.
But honestly, its a nice place to chill. Avatar consists of a club, and a bar. So yeah, i went to the club on Friday. Would prolly not be going again,might try the bar someday. But really need to thanks to the people at Avatar for their invitation :)
Website : Avatar
Location:6 Raffles Boulevard, Unit 01-16 (Marina Mandarin Hotel), Singapore 039594
Hours: Mon - Thurs: 22:30 - 06:00
Fri: 22:00 - 06:00
Sat - Sun: 22:30 - 06:00
buzz offf
