Dear diary,
I'm sorry i haven't wrote in days. It wasn't because i had forgotten all 'bout you. Its just that I'm too immersed into my books that i haven't had the inspiration to write anything good.
Its just another typical stay home Saturday with my vodka and me. Yeah , i love vodka. But i will still choose over my Moscato anytime. Typical is what my momsie would say if she just walk in and see me having shots of vodka or Moscato. She'd say ' Enjoy life, while you still can ' . I find that the phrase has much deeper meaning to it, but meh not intend to probe further into her words. It's astonishing that sometimes a phrase has so much hidden meaning.
Recently, i interviewed some of my guy mates on the topic of marriage. I got some typical answers, same'o answers i would rather say. But there's this answer from one of my mates. Which surprise me. When i told my other guy mates of this guy answer. They went ' This guy is fucking kidding or what man, no such men would be that great ' .
So what was his answer ?
I asked him on his views on marriage. So he said
" Well, If i found someone i want to settle down with i'd settle down with them "
( At this point of time, i thought ' Ah, another typical answer ' , but... )
As i continue to probe on to what extend will he consider calling off the marriage. So i asked :
Me : What will you do if your wife tells you she would like to have sex with someone else.
Him : Well, i would tell her enjoy herself. & Would even drive her to that man house.
Me : Wait, are you kidding me? You're serious?! You're letting a guy to fuck your own spouse?
Him : Why not ? In some marriage, couples get bored of fucking each other. Why not allow her to fuck someone else? If she's happy with it, i don't mind letting them fuck in OUR house.
Me : ----- STUNT -----
Him : I feel that its okay, ever since i dated the social escort. I get calls from my friends that they see my girlfriend entering a hotel with another man, i'm like " uh i know she's going there ".
Me : But how do you really feel ?
* At this point of time, he shifted very uncomfortably in his seats *
Him : Well, she normally call me beforehand and informing me that she's heading to that hotel. After her sex with another man, she'd call me and ask me to fetch her or meet her. But.....
*He hestitates for a moment*
Me : But what?
Him : I'd tell her, i rather meet her when she's not having her 'business'. I feel quite upset having she have her business and wants to meet me. I can't look at her straight in her eyes.
Me : So, now lets go back to the topic of marriage. Since you can't even look into your Girl eyes when she's having her 'Business' , what makes you think you'd look into your wife eyes after she had her deed with another man ?
Him : uhm..........
Me : So , you think its okay if your wife fucks around while your gf fucks around is wrong? So what if one day, your so call ' Trust ' on your wife had been misused and your wife fell for the man she fuck with?
Him : I'll give her my blessing.
Well i further probe him bout his views on marriage, and told him how his views of marriage might had been distorted. Maybe its because of his parents divorce & his social escort ex-gf that changed his views on marriage. When i further probe onto his past life, i realize his thoughts on marriage in the past was having a nice warm family & a girl he could come home to and make love with every night.
Sigh, After i further explain on his behavior and attitude on life by all the things he said. & Of course, i did my homework, and told him as a gift. I'd tell him bout his whole attitude on life ( Which he did not told anyone, and i just foretold it to him ) . He was grateful and surprise at the same time on the studies i had made in a short brief time.
I'd write on my views on marriage soon. When i get my inspiration back.
(Note : The conversation was word for word )
P/s : You know he'll never love you no matter how long you're waiting and whining.
xox.
