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Monday, October 3, 2011

Treasure the gift, you never know when you're losing it.

Dear diary,

Y'know what i feel about relationships most of the times ? It makes the whole argument the whole fighting worthwhile. But then sometimes, it just makes people get sick of being in one relationship.
Some people just stop fighting after being the only one fighting. That's when the other party whom had not fight for it to sustain will do loads & loads of stuffs to get back to square one.

In my case, i nearly stop fighting to sustain it. No, not that my fur-ball didn't fought back for me. He did, which is why we always ended up arguing over the smallest trivial stuffs. Annoying fuck to have argument. But most of the time, i think healthy argument are needed in a relationship. It clearly makes you understand your the other half better.  So now, yes i understand my fur-ball better.

& Obviously, to stop anymore further argument on the same shit. I would change.

Its not that its inevitable , its because i love him. & I don't want to lose him. He never gave up on us even when things was real bad, like real bad. He fought hard, and i think i shouldn't let him do all the job. Fighting to sustain needs the hard-work from both of us. If he could fight for a opportunity to be in my future. I should give him that opportunity. & fight for the opportunity to be in his future,too.

This is was what my fur-ball got for me as a surprise. Its a pair of beautiful earrings.
( p/s : i have loads of gift from people. but never earrings . awwww )


This is definitely something worth mentioning :


I was always fond of Snoopy since young. Regardless of what age i was at any point , if i received a Snoopy. I'll be mad happy for days and days. For my 'Xmas last year, Alif  [ My handsome bff ] and my Sun, both brought for me snoopy. You can expect how much i love them after they remember what i loved!

Not to mention, on other occasion my mom brought me loads of it. HAHAHAHAH. Still i think Alif Snoopy beats all of them ( p/s : its the biggest, and the most comfortable thing to hug )

Back to the topic , Allen my friend who works at the cafe i always patronize knows my love for Snoopy. So he started to learn how to draw Snoopy on my coffee or my warm milk. Its really nice cause it was just dedicate specially to me. If others brought the same coffee/warm milk, they get angry bird or mostly flowers , the most Hearts. But i get Snoopy *grins* . Anyway, the first attempt of his artwork, was horrifying. I nearly told him stop trying. But he wouldn't give up and kept practicing. Awww, and after many attempts he now draws it well, not perfect, but well. Of course, he wasn't the actual artist, there's no way it would be perfect. But i'm doing fine with the 'well' instead.

Anyway, he always conclude and tell others. I'm the VIP, which is why i get special treatment. Very nice of him!

I'll end up this here, since i need to get some beauty sleep. But, i need to mention something. I LOVE PEOPLE WHO ARE AROUND FOR ME. Thank you, xoxo. So much to say to you guys, so much to dedicate. Thank you for being around me and taking care of me.

X, adios .