Feels so detached from the world. Feels so tired of living. Feels like my life needs some dramastic changes. People come and go, lovers turns to strangers,best friends turns to strangers. *sigh*
No, apparently my friends are still around. My love is still around, just.... Things ain't the same anymore. People forget you easily, like as if you never meant anything to them at all. I feel so upset, perhaps. Or maybe i sigh a relief that things are finally over.
Y'know its funny how sometimes you got sick of waiting , got sick of loving. & When you turn to leave, they come rushing back acting like things are still intact . Truth is, people get tired of waiting for the person they love to reply, their phone calls, and getting to see a glimpse of them, they walk away.
Some wait was worth it. Some wait, never reap anything in the end. My principal used to often heed us that " You reap what you sow ", but in love, no matter how much you reap. You don't get any fruitful reward in the end. You just get hurt, more hurt, and more.... In the end, All you just want to be happy, is it too much to ask for ? I guess it is.
My life in weekends are mundane. Hit the clubs, meet up with my extended family, hit the books. Of course, i take any free time of what i have to meet Justin. ( *waves hi to justin whose reading * )
I miss you alif, i know you're reading this. God, i really miss our friendship man. We really need to catch up soon!
Okay gonna hit the books, gonna meet justin 2 for hardcore session of study tomorrow. Needa revise now!
I miss my friends, i miss justin alreadyyyy .
with love, xoxo
