Living in my delusions somethings has his pros . But i had to dragged myself back to reality , which were filled with more cons than pros. Right now, I m currently having a relationship with my books now, we have a love and hate r/s , kinda of irritating ... i know,i know.
But it doesn't wanna break up with me , sigh. And to have the courage to ask for a break up with books i have to bear all the consequences behind ( means failing my ICA's ) * break-down *
I'm trying much to commit to my books, but the commitment is too much. I had to sacrifice my friendship with my social life, MacBook, alcohol *horrified*
I need to gut those courage outta of me and break up with my books, if only i could borrow the use of ears,eyes & brains to capture all the notes given during lecture/tutorial. Which prolly won't , because ears,eyes & brains are so selfish , which make me end up with book as a partner.
I definitely don't want it to be a lifetime partner , perhaps just a periodic relationship? Hmm, maybe i could ask the books to be my fling.
Okay i'm getting so nonsensical i know i know. But laid off yo, its funny somehow *patting myself on back*
& IF it wasn't for Justin i won't be writing here till weekend. Oh boy, i needa get off my MacBoook, my books are getting jealous. My books is reminding me often that i need to show some commitment to it before i end up facing air as a partner. Tsk.
You act like you're on fire
Living your delusion
