Dear diary,
Time passes real quick and I've been together with him for close to a month. I'm really glad we never had any rough issues since we both settle out things fast. & The things that he does for me is really sweet.
He never failed to shower me with love daily, and the best part is, his not afraid to show his affectionate for me. Ever since i know him, it was like he blended into my life so perfectly. He paints the pictures i see with many colors. He use ways to brightens up my day. I know it sounds mushy here, but its the kinda of feeling that its so unique so unbelievable.
And we're telepathy in some ways, like we'd wear the same kinda of pattern of clothes out ( checked pattern, black t-shirts ) without informing one another beforehand. So it was like purely coincidence that our clothes look alike. Even at times when i miss him, we message each other at the same time saying the same thing. It's kinda of really creepy , but i like this creepiness . *smiles widely*
Wonder why i wrote this post? Because I want him to know I appreciate every little things he had done for me. Especially taking care of my emotions. He tries to like the things I like, and tries hard to understand whats going on with my life. I even love the fact that I can't stop myself from loving him over and over again daily.
At times i dread the days that I'm going to be apart from him, its like slowly torturing you into soul-less creature . To make things worse, time passes so slow without him, ironically it passes fast with him,.I look forward to every morning and a brand new day with him. The first thing i see daily is his facebook posts for me, its always the first thing that makes me blush like a little girl. And I'll see his morning messages to me. I like the fact that I'm the first and last thing on his mind, it makes me feel significant.
This is why when my friends ask me why stuck at him? Why not flirt around a little. Honestly, if you have the best, why give up the best for something normal? It defeats the purpose of getting the best isn't it? & I'm really happy with my life now that just let him be by me and I'll be contented.
Before i end this post, I wanna tell him that I love him very much.
xo