Dear diary,
I guess time is catching up on me. Another year means growing older, means more responsibility I'll have to bear. I'm not holding a grudge against time, but it seems like the clock is tickling faster and faster yet I've yet to accomplish anything great enough to call it a great accomplishment
No that I'm making a big fuss out of it, but I really ought to manage my time better. Not that my management of time sucks, just that I ought to give myself a break sometimes. Realize that stressing myself too much aren't letting myself accomplish any single thing. But I'll still emphasis on stressing myself sometimes, to motivate myself to excel better.
Soon, I'll hit the age that its so called to be the ' key of freedom ' age. But honestly, I think my parents give me much space and freedom that reaching that age to get my freedom seems rather redundant. But still i look forward to myself graduating . But thinking bout graduation means more workload, more ICA submission , means less sleep I'd be getting.
Graduation means another afterlife, yea you never read wrongly its afterlife i just typed. Because I'm quite dead right now, so after graduation it means afterlife for me. But I'm gonna to continue pursuing a degree, meaning it's gonna be whole new phrase of life. As i thinking of all of these, I wonder how many phase of life does one person have to go through in their entire life ?
Then it occur to me again that each event that occurs sometimes could be another phase of our life, like a turning point. But what lesson have me really learn after a phase has ended? Do we really grow up mentally and physically stronger after a phase? Or do we suffer from the aftermath?
I guess as i grow older , I look at things at a different angle. Each year i look back at things I've read during my younger days, each year I see different things from different perspective. Then I'd feel quite awkward that I haven't notice the slightest detail in the past. * sigh heavily *
I haven't been partying lately, unlike my mom saying that my usual weekends is always in the club. I haven't been to club since the start of a new year. So, She's still considering her comment on it. She can't decide if that's good or bad still. But she wishes I'd stop stressing myself too much.
Results of my semester will be out soon, not anticipating much for it since i know how i already fair. But I guess it'll be a good motivation for me to work harder .
Relationship ? I try to think before i talk so as not to screw up further. Shall not talk bout it here for awhile since so far, so good.
Shall continue on my assignments now.
xo
