I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always
I have to admit, sometimes i get annoyed at the fact there isn't forever in love.
Then, why do people always say " I love you , forever " . or Was forever just a lie ?
Do you really love them even after they're long gone? Be it dead or alive ?
Or the aftermath just bothers for awhile and you start moving on as if nothing happen?
How much can you sacrifice for the person you love?
Even if it doesn't worth it, are you still willing to sacrifice ?
It really bothers me how people stop doing things that get you, once they got you.
So was it just delusion we have gone through? Then why do they call it everlasting?
Honestly, marriage scares the shit out of me .
It's something everytime i hear my partner tells me, and I avoid it like it was some kinda affliction
I guess it was surrounding that i grew up to , that makes me scared of marriage.
It does make me stronger than most of my peers, as in mentality.
Sometimes i think relationship is purely bullshit.
While some guys purely want a relationship so that they could have sex with the woman they lust for.
On the other hand, some girls purely in for the money. Now, where the fuck is the love then?
Where's the so called love they proclaimed to each other from the start?
Then both parties start pin-pointing at each other claiming it was the other party fault.
So whose at fault ? Both or was Money the core misery of the matter?
It so ironic that people could say how much they'd do for you before they get married to you,
and tries to prove it within months of the marriage. But when years are add on to the marriage, things change. The guy start getting bored of his wife in bed, thinking that frisking around would spice up his life a little. While the girl starts getting bored of purely staying home to take care of kids and preparing meals for her spouse and kids , & badly wants to party... Damn, where did the dating period love when to? The period where you anticipate new things from him/her, where you miss him/her badly and wanna see them badly?
Bah, marriage. From what i seen with my own eyes, heard with my own , marriages seems like a absurd bullshit where two person claims to love each other so badly. Maybe one day i will change my mindset bout marriage, just maybe. Right now? Definitely maybe.
