The taste of ink.

Dear diary,

Damn projects,  manipulating me to someone I'm not suppose to be like. It seems like projects have this controlling effect on people, it controls your time, it even affects your daily lifestyle.

Each time i debug my project, my heart skipped a beat. Seemingly , the more i debug the project the more errors it pops out.Which is strange , considering that there wasn't any error while I was compiling . But once i re-debug it, errors pop out. And what's worse was ...... an error that i had never came across to. So the panic-stricken me Google for help .. while i patiently browse through every single potential website which "explains" my error . I read with anxiety on how programmers explain that error, but It didn't explain thoroughly how am i going to solve the error. So... my reaction was 

How am i suppose to debug my project my like this?! What was worse was that I barely slept a wink, for almost 2 weeks. I BARELY SLEPT Y'KNOW *SCREAMS*... Yes that includes burning midnight oil on Chinese new year and even on weekends. Though the only assurance was that I was with my man, who just patiently accompany me while i do my coding. Giving me massages and kisses from time to time. .

However, It feels like it have taken a troll on my relationship too. With barely enough time to spend with my man, whom apparently never complains at all. Sigh, he completely satisfy my emotional needs. *happy sigh*... 

Okay I'm gonna skip that mushy part and continue ranting on my awful project. So.... I finally submitted that project and i finally debug all the errors ON MY OWN. ( WITHOUT SLEEPING A WINK )  & when its finally done my reaction is :

However , when it when on deployment..... I get errors.. and my reactions goes down to :

But what was even worse for me was that... I DROPPED MY PHONE INTO THE TOILET BOWL!!!!!!!!! I know it sounds really hilarious for people who isn't a iPhone user & whose phone is not in the toilet bowl. But i freaked out, which include my mom freaking out for me too.  But what is done has already been done... So right now..... I wish things are gonna turn out better for me. 

I'm so depressed, I'm gonna stop blabbering anymore depressing things and get some rest....