Dear diary,
Do you betray your dignity for something that isn't worth?
Was your dignity that worthless ?
Feel like commenting , but realize that somehow freedom of speech might hurt innocent parties.
Though acquaintances, but I feel that I shouldn't another woman to be innocently hurt .
But then, what if his for real?
Won't i be destroying people love story?
Though i have a feeling it's gonna be tragical instead.
But sigh, it's not under my control.
I shouldn't be really bothered by it.
Though I won't deny that I'm not affected, but it's okay.
If she really want to have my old rag, i can't refuse , or can i?
However, I really wanted to tell her that the particular rag is not even worth picking up.
Sigh, It's okay. She might take it the wrong way and thinks I'm destroying her fantasy .
Ha, and what goes around does comes around.
People who doesn't cherish what they have and accuse others of destroying, gets his own retribution.
Now, I don't really want to be mean and laugh
But then, with him spreading untrue rumors about me , and gossiping behind my back
isn't doing much good to him either.
It just makes people look down at how pathetic he turn out to be.
With his friends betraying him for lust.
I wonder....
His own girl giving up on him, and his attitude. Tsk, tsk.
I usually don't really love to laugh at people that way.
But when people really do deserve it, I do mock at them terribly.
Of course, I gets my retribution, people mock at me terribly too. So what?
I live with the mockery and emerge as a better person than before.
For i heed people mockery, and change myself for the better.
Sometimes people give constructive advice, while most of the time people don't really know WTF they're saying. They rarely considered their words and consequences before saying. I was thinking how i should put it in a way i don't sounds purely fuck-up. But I do have to admit, it was rather hard not to. ..... to be continued
I think i gotta head to bed , if not my man will be displease that i slept so late.
ciao,x
