Do you believe in second chance?
Honestly, i don't fully believe, but to an extend perhaps.
Why should i allow myself to be open to vulnerability once again?
Didn't i learn my lesson during the first chance i gave?
Since he/she had a chance in the first place,
don't they ought to cherish that chance in the first place?
So when they fuck things up, I'm suppose to give them a second chance
to once again hurt me all over again?
How naive can i be?
Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.
Wait .... perhaps they didn't did it on purpose?
Ah... the irony
Oh and my school results ....
Were better than expected, thankful to my man for being understanding during my exam period.
Waiting patiently for me to get home, sending me encouragement messages.
Being neglect almost daily but never complains.
I have no idea what i did to deserve him.
But im so thankful his around most of the times i needed him.
I have so much i wanted to write about this morning...
then by evening .........
