After so many years, i guess i finally break into hysterical
tears.
There's so much
truth behold.
Yet all we could see is the layers of lies wrap around it.
So what with forever and ever in friendship?
Does it really exist or were it just a mere bull-shit when said?
It’s a fact that truth is painful, and yet we still want to hear
them badly.
Even when it makes you so miserable that you don’t want to live
anymore, you still do.
What happens when you thought you’d knew them, you don’t.
The thought that they might forgive easier than anyone, but they
don’t
Perhaps it’s true that it comes to a point that people had enough
and just leave it as it be and can’t give a f anymore.
Soooo no matter how many sorry is said, you’re gonna be deem as a
liar for life.
Ouch, so much for “ I’ll never judge you , I’ll understand “
They don’t . Perhaps we can’t blame them, they got their fair
share of hurt.
No matter how you gonna cork up an explaination, you know ……. It’s
gonna be a waste of f-ing time. So why bother ? Because I cherish everything, I
do. But it comes to a point that I get rejected enough to bounce back to the
where I was.
Yet it still hurts badly……
I don’t think this is gonna be a fun week.
“ I’m gonna stop crying because in the end, I don’t matter anymore…
I don’t. But I'll always love you, i'll still keep a look out for you, just silently ; quietly like always. ”
