Yesterday was one of the night that i chilled till morning without any clubbing involved. Drinks were involved but no wild partying for me , till i finish my exams and projects. * Cross-fingers *
I have to admit it was really enjoyable, chilling there not worrying bout anything. Being yourself for the entire night. And walking in the clear streets and laughing like crazy.
Think of it : Most of the time, we're wearing a mask to hide ourselves from others. We're scared of being shown as vulnerable, we're fearful of being exposed. Hence we kept covering ourselves up with tons of lies, tons of mask telling people how awesome and how brave we're.
Are we what really what we seems to be ?
How many lies must be continue to weave to be perfect? Some people life might seems perfect, but is their life really that perfect like we thought it were?
Some relationship looks so perfect from the view of a bystander, but are they really happy with each other? How many obstacles have they bypass to the stage they're now? Are they genuinely gonna be there for each other ? Doubts, doubts doubts .
It's all just a perfect lie. Needa take a break and have kitkat.
Buzzing of for drinks with mom.
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Withluv,XOXO
