It's Christmas Eve and everyone is doubting my presence at home. I'm seriously at home, having my wine instead of heading out and blending in the crowd. Yes, if anyone wonders ,i have no life & i particularly hate Today and Tomorrow. So yea, however I kinda wanna spend some time with my family, but my Parents has a date with each other *aww* , and they were well-dressed for the date.
How nice to have someone you love to spend christmas with, each year. Like my parents, they spend at least a day in a month dating. I guess that's how their relationship can withstand hardship for years.
I kinda of envious it, but I'm not jealous since they actually asked me along and I rejected it.I feel that they deserve some time alone with one another.
Okay, This is how much both me and friend hate Christmas.
Last year Christmas eve, someone particularly came down to my house just to surprise me. Knowing that i feel that its a curse on this day. & I ended up loving him for months. ( No, i don't anymore ) Still, Thank you people for trying to break this curse, but i still think his the only one brave enough to launch himself against the curse even after many warnings .Sigh, Its been so many years this curse is on-going. & I wish badly it wasn't such a morbid day for me.
I wanted to head out today with my mate, then i realize I'm having a slight hangover. So i last minute cancelled that date. Sorry pal, i really want to nurse that hangover. Anyway, It was really sweet of my pal to ask me out on a date a week ago, just wanting to make sure I won't turn on my depress mood. Still i disappoint him.- Guilt -
I don't have much to write today, I'm gonna do some boxing, i wish its raining now, so i can run in the rain. * groans*
Enjoy Christmas everyone, xoxo
(p/s : Hi , my charming boy )
