Last Christmas

Dear Diary,


Okay i don't wanna say this but " MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE ". Okay this year xmas, wasn't extremely bad since i wasn't out and i didn't accept any dates on xmas. I didn't jinx anything yet *yayness* , expect that i rage during evening cause i was really mad at my friends for taking my kindness as a joke. (  I think its best to just tell the person to calm down when their mad instead of trying to pin-point whose right and wrong. I think when you pin-point , you make them more mad than ever. )

Okay my SNOOPY say Merry Christmas to everyone anyway.

Teehees, one new additional , the left most . My mom gave it to me 12am still hoaxing me saying its from 'Santa Claus' *MAD LAUGHTER*

This is given by my bby g des, so sweet of her & my god mom to give me! Knowing i hate christmas and will be very hard to drag out on that day, they decided to gimme a week before it, claiming its a token of love. *aww*

 ....... This are only two presents i have for Christmas this year, since i really did not want to get out at all. I can't be bothered .. But I did attend my neighbor Christmas party, since I really was left with no choice. I still feel out of place at there though, like I totally don't belonged to the crowd.

---- Totally random I know ------

I haven't been town this two days, and not intending to for awhile. #AVOIDCROWDATALLCOST
Now, let's get down to business 5 more days to new year. Holly molly, that's like what super fast?
& I need to get down to my New year Resolution.OH yes, people have been preaching to me about 2012, SERIOUSLY?! I don't believe in 2012, But i do believe the world gonna end soon with people misusing our natural resources *SIGH*

"You hit a goal, you achieve a goal. You keep a resolution". -Gretchen Rubin

I shall let a sneak peak to curious people about my New Year Resolution :

1.  I'll cut down on cursing ( I happen to have a colorful vocabulary ) 
2.  I'll spend more time with my books and studies ( my parents think i spend too much time on studies and encourage me to cancel my second resolution)
3. Spend more time nursing my health back ( neglect myself much )
4. Spend at LEAST 4 days doing voluntary work ( Visit old folks home / orphanage )
5. I'll save at least 500 dollars by 2012
6. I'll love myself more

Okay I think I could write out a truck load of resolution, but nah. Shall keep it for myself * grin *

(p/s : Another resolution , love & cherish my charming boy)

Shall continue my #foreveralone christmas now.

xox